The snow squalls carry their own lack of light. Time after time, they crawl into the clear brilliance of November skies and empty over the constantly changing bay. The breakwall is barely an impediment pointing into the looming icy brew. It only adds perspective to the circus of this cold new world. The water leaps over it as the last reds, oranges and golds spin out over inland waters, all the roads that point away. Again and again, the big lake disappears as intermittent blizzards swallow the shore. An alien dimness descends. We are lost and thrilled at the same time, think: this must be what winter is! How its first fast cloak comes, how it stays, that storied heavy snow enlightening the constant advance and retreat of a single solstice day: dark time dark streets dark feasts. But just as sudden, through the haze of another white haboob, the sun crashes through, melts what has just fallen. If only living could promise such fleet delivery from darkness, from the dangers of disappearance into draperies of the north wind! How it sweeps up warmth from the water and makes these recurrent swirling storms a phantasm of horizon no horizon then horizon once more, busted and thrown out into light against irrevocably roving mounds of clouds. Oh I give in to the day, to the departure of the remains of the warmer Fall full of a steady magnificence, the flaming spectrum lighting the trees. The hills across the water, still orange with remnants of Autumn, are hazed with silver and white and then disappear again. We see nothing, blinded by snow going our ways through these sudden revelations that sweep over us and then are gone again into the distance beyond the lake’s lavender wash and white-rocked waves. We hardly recognize home, but we travel on in spite of, perhaps through, the volatile variances of every day, in spite of our own wish to merely observe and dream such explosions and implosions, the small calms, the bluster and bloom of these November days.
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